we started laughing 'till it didn't hurt

!!!ilikewritingthesubjectaftermyentriescauseidontknowwhereimgoing!!!!

2008-01-23T03:16:33Z

new semester!
It is pretty exciting. I expect to see less than 2% of the people I have met in high school for the rest of my life not accounting for reunions and such.
I am beginning to see that these people are so wrapped up in their unproductive lives they can not even recognize they are being completely unproductive. I guess I am at a happy medium between lazy-sit-on-the-couch-for-ten-years-smoking-doobies and starting a save-all-the-children-in-third-world-countries-cause-i'm-important-and-i'm-going-to-college group at my high school.
I understand that i am not being productive in an sense by having said that.
I can't help but be affected by the hostility of my peers and be hostile myself in my own head (most of the time)
I can't hear friends tell me that people in my classes i.e. my ap drawing/painting class, that I am pretentious, without feeling strange. When have I ever expressed confidence in anything except in my certainty of my lack of confidence. I guess it is not that hard to believe that a person who is not confident can also be pretentious. I hope they are confusing pretention with thoughtfulness. ! now i am beginning to second guess myself.
exclamation points should be at the beginning of sentences. I never really feel excited at the end of a sentence. I guess I run out of energy by the end of my sentences.
they are kindof aggravating because I always end up rereading a sentence with exclamation points because I never assume excitement! Did you have to read that sentence over?

buh

amyisurfool @ 2008-01-13T22:05:00

2008-01-14T04:11:02Z

start over!

almost everything is good right now
Finished with five of six applications. sent. done.
I was done for about a month but had a few loose ends to tie up.
I am now a shift leader two (highest is five) meaning hopefully I'll be making more money. Atleast more than 90% of my fellow employees.
Everything is all right with John again for now at least.

I think it is very important that I actually take time to hang out with my friends and not just say that I will.
Still can not find my jewelry projects.. err

amyisurfool @ 2007-10-18T17:58:00

2007-10-18T23:17:54Z

I am finally finding out more and more about myself
yeah I guess that's maturity

I am controlling
I have trouble seeing the positive aspects of my life and myself
I am my worst critic
I am everyones worst critic. I always seem to focus in on negative aspects of humans.
It might be the area I have grown up in
I think I have realized that I have artistic talent
I want so desperately to be an fully functioning individual
I miss my past relationships, with my family friends and with myself. I think I was most comfortable with it.
I severly miss the flash of time from the moment I was able to drive my own car and the time john first asked me to be his girlfriend.
not that It has been goign all down hill from there. It is much more complex now.
I miss simplicity

I never would have thought I'd be winding up goign to art school.
There has never been something I wanted so badly and is seems so far out of reach. It is insanely expensive. I can not afford a $30,000 a year tuition by working at oberweis. even with finantial aid and as many scholarships I can get my hands on.
or my other option I am aware of is CCS in detroit. I don't think I will fit in there at all. But they are willing to give me an $80,000 scholarship. Oh and detriot is probably the most dangerous city in the US.

SAIC seems like such a good fit for me
their school is amazing
it's attached to the Art Institute
I can take the train to and from school everyday
use the train as a planning period
be close to home and family and friends
it's in Chicago
good work oppertunities
a good place to acheive my personal goals

keeping eyes pealed

I might not even end up going to art school
I want to be a well rounded person and at the same time I want to focus on what I love and what I am good at.

amyisurfool @ 2006-12-25T10:46:00

2006-12-25T15:45:03Z

IT'S CHRISTMAS

amyisurfool @ 2006-09-30T09:34:00

2006-09-30T14:34:42Z

today is my 17th birthday

amyisurfool @ 2006-08-29T17:26:00

2006-08-29T22:28:10Z

It's for your own good. Like vegitables.

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-15T22:40:00

2006-04-16T03:50:24Z

I feel like crying
or screaming

my life and freidns seem so fake to me at times
I feel that I am a bore

I'm sorry I guess
buh I odnt want to write this

sometimes I realize that I don't feel anything
and that I'm just goign tohough the motions
of people telling me to do things and expecting me to do things
and I get no reward for this
I dont feel good about myself or what I have done most of the time

I finnished a million little peices and now im starting to read my friend leanord.
I was beginnig to feel happy
but then that chaged
quickly

there is so little and so much that has gone on my life
most of which I don't control

I'm annoyed with myself
and it doesn't help when other peopel point out my faults
it just makes it worse
I hope you all can see that now

It takes too much energy to do things I want to do a lot of the time.
and most of the time, I feel that its not worth it

thats when I end up staying at home staring reloading web-pages to see if anything has changed.
and sometimes I can't even do that

I am fucking addicted
the only thing that I can control
and sometimes I don't even have that

perhaps I should stop
I'm makeing too much sense for my own good right now

since no one asked me to hang out today i will make a montage

2006-04-13T23:51:37Z

of the great myspace comments of the past

your background makes my eyes burn.
yea rock it like they do on tv
IM CUMMENTING ON UR MYSPACE NO NO I'M COMMENTING ON UR MYSPACE I LOVE
So what did u think of the book A Bone from a Dry Sea?? Its my fav!!
Mr. Mihevc scares me...
My dearest flossy,
Jesus created floss because he loves you and wants you to have great dental hygene. So make Jesus happy and FLOSS AWAY
spoon full of sugar makes the medicine go down...

but but..sugar makes you go hyper. isnt that bring the medicine go up?
HEY AMY!!! GO CHECK OUT MR LAING!

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=13524026&Mytoken=20050526155037

oh and when we did the midevil fair and we tried to make cream by shaking these bottles of milk w/marbles?!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG YOU KNOW WHAT MY FUTURE HOUSE IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE?!?!? ITS GOING TO BE..SQURE, AND ITS GOING TO HAVE CARDBOARD BOX WALLS, AND THE CEILINGS GOING TO BE THE REAL SKY, AND THEN MY CARPET'S GOING TO BE GRASSY LIKE YOURS BUT THEN IT WONT HAVE ANY FLOWERS...meaning im just gonna live in a cardboard box at a park. isnt. that. just. lovely....sighhhh*

school < saves the day

im full of rice

i make purple every day of my life!!
RASINS

and if ya wanna get down
wrap me up in plastic cuz im feelin PORNO-GRAPHIC NOWWWWWW

her name is amy lala
she likes to bathy..

OH MY GAWSH ONLY 9 FLIPPIN DAYS TILL EMBERLY TURNS 16! arent you excited for herrr
whens your bday again? eh who really caress

AMY im so upset with you right now. you broke my heart and now im going to have to kill you on your birthday

hahaha remember in like 4th grade when we were obsessed with the words moo and stuff?

And I got stung by a bee while donating money,

reef.

ps. i'm going out with your goatdogg. we like tacobell.

some lil kid dropped 10 bucks.... that i glady picked up haha : ) NONE FOR YOU...

oh my child was brutally murdered during sixth hour in front of his helpless mother's eyes.

yeeaa bandddd

this is how to make that sound: you bite on your bottom lip. and then you suck in.

I have no idea how amy the poop colored lama got delted...

Haha, oh yes... The tax dollars are paying off for once...

http://quizilla.com/users/iwishihadanorangetree/quizzes/What%20Crazy%20Random%20Thang%20Are%20U%3F!%3F!%3F!/

pass it on...

Raindrops on roses
Happy Disney animals
This makes my parts hurt

selmers sick, again, he's always sick, he's coughing again, haha, he never stops, i think he's gonna die soon, i think he has cancer

haha that was so stupid but im glad I did it
it made me laugh
I never get comments lol
whatever
Im not even allways on myspace liek soem people

ok on wednesday:
nyla gave ashly those scary tanning goggle things and ashley was throwing them at me in french class.
And then I batted it with my notebook to the floor and Madame got really angry at ashley and not at me lol.
then I went to kellys where we tried to take pj for a walk but no one was home and hten we put a flower in michlaes mail box for his mom's birthday.
then I had to pick up tyler form ..school
oh yeah I saw 4 accidents that day.
One happend right in front of us. someone rearended this other person at a stoplight?
picked up tyler and he sat on my flower even though I told him not to.
I saw this turtle on the road, and instead of slowing down and goign around it i sped up and ran over it...
not over it but OVER it. I didnt hit it.
I feel like a dumbass
ok then driving back to kellys when we decide to suprize someone and then we go to nylas house.
her brother was htere but not her and he looked very shocked and confused.
we try to make some new friends at deer park but then mom calls me demanding I come home.
then I did soemthing and I can't remameber
probably play neopets..or soemthing
thursday:
NOTHING
yeah I went home and caroline came over but then she left at 6 and I had nothing to do.
I fell asleep
oh and I tried to read a book.
thast it

for defs I want to do soemthign today
ive been writning in my lj a lot!
whatever
its so nice outside
I LOVE SPRING

i got rejected for all the jobs I put in aplications for...
and I might be able to teach summer school to little kids I guess but I dunno if they will hire me.
But I hope they do becae thatd be a fun job

I stil need to find soemone who is willing to take a summer school class with me first semester like drawing or psycology or health!!
but no one seems to want to do that
but if someone magicly reads this and want to take one of those classe.. talk to me.

if you ever knew what I'm dreamin of
you would head for the hills
ohh ohh ohh ohhhh

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-11T21:00:00

2006-04-12T02:03:54Z

IM ON SAVESTHEDAY.COM

LOL
yeha there's a new video
and I see meeee

AMAZING
I LOVED THAT SHOW

I wish it had never ended

I'm for defs goign to warped this year
I like when bands reply to my myspace messages
(loser)

yeah Chris looked possesed when he was singing "head for the hills"

It was the creeps but I enjoyed it

open up your screen door and throw me out on to the portch

2006-04-11T02:19:08Z

this weekend was defs one of the best.
I did something pretty much everyday

friday.. kelly came over and we made muffins

saturday.. drove to target with kelly to buy Kady a birthday present for her suprize party. We took this deranged 3 foot rabbit decoration. We met a new friend. We applied for a job. 60 questions multiple choice... they never called us back yet
wenthome drove to the bowling ally, discovered that no one was there, went to barns and noble to get starbucks, changed our minds, almost hit two cars, drove around the parking lot while ashley talked to em on her cell phone. I made some death threats as usual to her. drove to the other starbucks tried to park for 20 min.. changed our minds becase we were frustrated. Went to kadys party and we suprized her! HUng out with mostly Killy tramp and pigeon. Em and I got kady sea monkeys casue the're cool. Drove home at 11:30 While Nyla and Ashley chased us in the parking lot..

SUNDAYYYY lol went to my grandmas house. ate food. My grandma dropped a peice of pizza on my cousins head...

what really matterssss!
the show!

SAVES THE DAY WAS FREAKING AMAZING.
I've waited all year for this.
I am not dissapointed.

down to earth aproach played 1st and no one was danceing or anythign they just stood and stared. I htought that was really stupid of them. But I like that band so it was all good-like.
then moneen
that is a weird looking band.
I like moneen too
we got up pretty close and in the middle by then.
THEN circa survive came on and I was really confused becase I htought saves the day was playing but the people tuning and such were actually the members of CS. I thought It was a joke at first casue they gusy voice is so high..
but whatever I liked that band too.
I hate Circa Survive fans officaly

dear stupid CS fans standing behind me,
I hate you.

you hurt me and steped on my feet
Im pretty sure someone was pulling my hair...

I relay hate those huge waves of people who just move everyone in their path and thats when I got separated by em and kelly

I was happy though casue I was like three people away from the stage.
that was the only time I have ever felt comfortable being by myself.
and that was like 2 hours of being by myself.. thats pretty weird

THEN OMG OMG SAVES THE DAY
lol
mannys wearing the same hoddie he wore int eh promo picture which I think is weird. He always wears it
but its weird casue I really dont care to keep track of the band members becase they are constantly changeing.
but chris has obnoxios pink hair..
yep but I allredy knew that
lol
there is nothign in the world like a saves the day show.
a few people were giving me dirty ish looks when I knew all teh words to one of the songs on the cd that is comming out tommorow. Those were the only songs you could actually hear chris singing becase no one was sining along.
I was under a croud surfer and I was quite scured cause everyone was above me.
I defs almost lost my shoes more than once
I didnt notice for a long while that some guy behind me was holding me the entire time... I found it quite creepy but also flattering-ish
Im suprized that I didnt notice it sooner..but I guess becase people were smooshing me on all sides I didn't realize it??
Hello RJ we may never meet again
its been...

I dont even know

yes well saves the day is AMAZING
I am happy
so happy

no band could ever replace you

I took some pics with my phone but they're really bad.
whatever

GAH I was standing next to the guy who caught Chris's pick. I am green.

I was so tired today

thats it!

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-07T23:56:00

2006-04-08T05:00:28Z

LAME

this is the perfect word

I didn't realize it but I do have so many secrets.
this is not good
I hate keeping secrets
sometimes I feel that no secret is good to be kept secret.

I can see for a period of time maybe but after that its just best to be told

It feels good to finnaly just say what you've been thinking for a long time.

I have too much time for feeling and not ebough time doing things that I would be htinking about in this time.

its almost morning.. thats weird

SAVES THE DAY IN TWO DAYS
well one day and one min ish

whatever
buh
the truth must come out!

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-03T19:33:00

2006-04-04T00:36:51Z

what is this?
< this didnt work
http://music.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=music&MyToken=0856cb64-8168-4af0-a1e4-497a1ab071e5
try that to see what I mean

I got a sampler cd from vagrant that I allready have the songs for! WHATEVER

today was kindof bad
AShley and Kelly are bad
I feel stupid becae why would I want to break the rules for something so stupid.
I guess I wouldn't feel as bad if it was ina class where I had a teacher I didn't like.
But I acctually like my gym teacher and he lets us get away with everything but we could have just asked and he would have said yes. But whatever its not really a big deal at all!

I feel really bad also becase my rate of talkign about otehr people has gone up. I've said some really mean stuff. I guess I'm trying to find problems in other people to make up for my own problems.. maybe to destract myself from acctual problems.

I'm sorry! To all of you because I don't need any more drama.
wow that was selfish.
But really I shouldn't make my friends feel bad and I really dont want you guys to feel bad!
I LOVE YOU GUYS

wow im going though some sort of weird guilt trip thing

everyone has either been like "OMG AMY HI" or like "Im way too cool for you dont say hello to me"
which I think is pretty lame.

Im really not sure who my friends are right now, its kinda weird-like.

ok heres soem random things that happend to me today:

I sneezed in chemistry really loudly LOL and then I held on to the desk right away ..I guess becase I thought I was going to fly away?

I was wearing these tie up type shoes and if i didnt tie them tight enough they would all fall off but if I tied them right it felt like i was cuttig of the circulation to my legs

I saw htis kid in the hallway with his ipod and speakers playing some weird song.
I was thinking wow what a weird kid he thinks hes cool
and then I heard someone sarcasticly make fun of him
and then I felt like a jerk casue what gives other people the right to think that they are so much cooler than someone like that boy.

yes!

umm IDK what eles happend that was exciting.. I talked to carlozeen on the bus about her new guy and then kelly come over

OH YES!

hahahahHAha I finnaly asked the bus driver if the camera was on LOL.
I guess thats onely funny to me and caroline but whatever!
it was hillarious.
my bus driver is a jerk and a half

: ( my two friends wont be on the bus anymore cause kelesy road is closed
mike and jessen

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-01T20:00:00

2006-04-02T02:08:34Z

I'm white, so I must not be able to say, nigga, spic, beaner, wetback..but I am called cracker or redneck.

I'm skinny, so I must be bulemic/anorexic.

I'm emo, so I must cut my wrists.

I'm black, so I must be on welfare.

I'm Hispanic, so I must be dirty.

I'm Asian, so I must love math.

I'm Jewish, so I must be greedy.

I'm gay, so I must have AIDS.

I'm a lesbian, so I must live in San Francisco.

I'm Arab, so I must be a terrorist.

I'm a single mom, so I must be a slut.

I'm old, so I probably cant drive.

I'm overweight, so I most likely have a problem with self control.

I'm religious, so I must shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm republican, so I must not care about poor people.

I'm democrat, so I must not believe in being responsible.

I'm from the south, so I must be white trash.

I take anti-deppressants, so I must be crazy.

I'm a man, so I only want to get into your pants.

I'm a woman, so I must think irrationally.

I'm Irish, so I must have a bad drinking problem.

I'm Indian, so I must own a 7-11.

I'm Native American, so I must dance around a fire screaming like a savage, or be apart of a gaming casino.

I dont live with my child, so I must be a dead beat dad.

I don't have sex alot, so i must be a prude.

I'm a prep, so I must eat and breathe Abercrombie and Fitch.

I'm a teenager, so I must drink and do drugs.

I'm a cheerleader, so I must be a whore.

I'm a punk, so I must do drugs.

I'm young, so I must be naive.

I'm rich, so I must be a snob, conceided.

I wear black, so I must be gothic.

I wear flats and have big hair, so I must be scene.

I smell, so I must be a hobo.

Im a black male, so i must be a thief.

I roll wit alot of dudes, so i must be easy

i HAVE A BLACK DAD, SO i MUST B A HOODLUM

I wear onli 3 colors ,so i must b ina gang

i'm a virgin,so i must not know how to have a good time

I like sex, so i am a man whore n i probally have something

I am gay or bisexual, so i must hit on every boy/girl I see.

I have big boobs, SO I must be a slut.

I'm a teenager, so I must be wrong

I'm a black girl, so I must be like the sluts in the videos

I'm thin so I must be on meth

I'm mentally retarded, so I must be dumb.

Im a juggalo/juggalette so i think i can kick anybodys ass

I'm Korean, so I must eat dog.

I'm Catholic, so I must be sheltered.

I'm white i must be rich

I live in Barrington, so I must be some rich stuck-up snob.

Bottom line is that sterotypes are wrong, and the only way we can get rid of them is to make people aware of them! If you agree that predjeduces and sterotypes are wrong. Repost this, with the title that best fits your mold! And make others aware ( oh and if you know any other sterotypes please add to the list).

I dont know why I did this but whatever !
I do what I want

amyisurfool @ 2006-04-01T19:40:00

2006-04-02T01:49:44Z

they dont love you like I love you

ok for the rest of the week... thursday I went to chicago
friday I went to lucnh and shopping with caroline and her mom. Caroline is embarrases by what her mom says lol becase she says she makes her look bad. Then I went to ashleys to watch this stupid french movie that I hated. I was proud of myself for not falling off of ashleys driveway casue its really narrow! There was litteraly one centemeter before I would have fallen into the grass.
I came home form ashleys and it was quite scary cause there was a family of deer crossing hte road right infront of me and soemone made a left turn in front of me there and back!
whatever
talkign with ashley and sherry was fun
I like sleepovers when I dont sleep
casue a bunch of random crap happends and I say weird things and have weird convorsations.

Im reading A million littel peices and im like half way finnished. Its a relaly long book it seems..about 450 pages

im makeing hemp again, its fun
I need to draw! buh I dont want to casue I strongly disslike my drawing teacher.

I didnt relaly do anythign today I went to the library again..for like the 5th time this week lol
whatever
k bye

oh spring break

2006-03-30T03:57:49Z

why must you be so short!

yes well I have a whole bunch of crap I still need to do yet!
draw like a million things in my sketchbook
living law project (yawn)
idk what eles
oh yes paint a picture of a little girl

this break has been not really much of a break
today was like a really bad day for my mom :(

I will put my spring break in review
friday: I thought I wasn't going to do anything but then I ended up driving to ashleys house. We did fun things like make maracas out of cups and pistachio shells. I also got in trouble casue I was saying to my mom that it is really hard not to speed in barrington hills.

saturday:
Kely came over and we wnetot o the library. We got some books and movies. I'm starting to read "a million littel peices" It is a pretty gross book. It is about some guy who is addicted to crack.We also went to buy mom flowers. They ended up not matching but I still think they are pretty. I watched Breakfast at Tiffanys. I love that movie its so cute!

sunday: Caroline came over and we wathced the new stepford wives. it was stupid please dont ever see that movie. not as bad as inspector gaget. Then I went ot the library for the second time and got the old stepford wives casue my mom said it was good (mom isnt allwasy right) then kelly came over and we watched it with mom. The we talked about boys for a while and paintbrushes.

monday: went to the mall with ashley kelly nyla and meaghan. That was by far the creepiest day. kelly barking, big scary rabbit man, weird guy at rubyturesdays. I liked wehn ashley and nyla dropped a bunch of hearts from buildabear onto these people.

tuesday: nothing relaly caroline came over and we painted unicorns and rainbows at the hospital with a bunch of little kids, nothign out of the ordinary. Giving Caroline advice ha.

wednesday; TODAY!
I went to Ikea with my aunt and mom and we got some things! and then we went to chevys. thrift stors then dentist then eurofresh. i hate old people sometimes they think that everyone should do things for them. LOL
random day today.

neopets
neopets

everyone of my friends has new boyfriends and things like that.
except for me.
I like how most of my entries have to do with that.
acctually I dont like it that much
I get jealous
very!

my ribs have pareted ways said were nto goign to protect this heart oyu have! woah hey what can we do. yeah I love you vandal acustic
sunday:

amyisurfool @ 2006-03-22T20:31:00

2006-03-23T02:32:31Z

my life is not cupcakes and rainbows

(sorry emberly it just had to be done)

2006-03-18T15:56:10Z

you know the world is in trouble
when you over hear a group of emo/harcore/scene kids disscussing:
"Don't say anythin cliche,kay!"

http://toothpastefordinner.com/031406/gay-atheist-liberals.gif
I don't know why I thought this was funny
maybe becase it is

we started laughing 'till it didn't hurt

2006-03-18T14:52:13Z

yes that song is a really good song!
all thanks to kelly, new favorite song!

why do I always have a favorite song at any point of time?
whatever
album of the year- the good life reminds me so much of spring. Since I want spring to be here now I think thats why I like it so much.

I like how music shapes my life. I remember periods of time by the music I listened to. For example last spring it was the good life and older and newish Death cab for cutie (I really don't like new DCFC for the record):
a new friend
notes in his pockets
always a brides maid
this charming man
the sound of settleing
amputations

I remember this song! summer of 7th grade Amsterdam! memories rushing, it's a good thing
back to those days where nothing even mattered all that much. download it please

http://www.guster.com/test/tanindexflashsite.html

snooooooop

2006-03-12T00:46:10Z

drawing durring summer school last summer were a few of the best weeks of my life.
I feel that I am a weaker drawer than I was before my teacher told me that I couldn't draw.

all of a sudden my head hurts

I bet you can't take me or my LJ seriosly anymore becase of the title of my entry.

tonight I will be attending a school dance
I hope they play my favorite songs like "turnin lane", "1,2 step", and "my humps"

amyisurfool @ 2006-03-09T19:14:00

2006-03-10T01:21:06Z

BLAH

this is my week:
chuck norris

people telling me how bad I am at everything including teachers
like Drawing
and somersaults

who cares about fruiting somersaults!

a dream about maddy shooting someone she doesn't know and for no aparent reason

emo mullets

when people say something to me I respond by laughing politely and not really saying anything

thats all I would like to share!

guess who just bought tickets

2006-02-28T02:08:26Z

for Saves the Day!
memememmeee

yes excitement :)

im getting my licence tomorrow hopfully!
and I'm getting my haircut.
yes the last time I cut my hair was the week after Kelly and Darci cut it last year and it looked..really good
except it was all crooked

my life has become more interesting lately
well I have more things to look forward to

from much pleating from caroline..
I asked my parents to give our friends at two different modling agencies in chicago a ring. I sound retarded but I'd rather be a modle, wearing clothes looking pretty getting my picture taken than woking at starbucks or panera. Which I'll probably end up doing!
I guess it isn't goign to be all that bad
I had to work for my mom one day and it was super boring.. but I did get to listen to my music the whole time and I could pretty much do whatever I wanted and worked at the same time.. but it really got boring after a while.
The only good thing about it was that it didnt take up much brain space and I got $60 for working like a few hours. Even though you can't really buy much with $60 but whatever! what do I need.. I have pretty mcuh everything I want.

I want money to be able to go to more shows!
yep thats what I want.
Maybe I'll have money to buy a car but that probably wont happen cause I don't have any money! and I dont htink makeing like $100 a week is really gonna do much.
besides if I had $100 a week that will probably be spent. and quickly.

bah!

today I drew a picture of a penguin
well two
but someone! didn't like the 1st one I drew.
well I didnt like it either casue it didnt make any sence

this is my day:

wake up at 5:15 with the sound of my ring tone (death cab for cutie intro to this charming man)
sleep for like 2 min
gather some random clothing if I didn't think of what I was gonna wear the night before
take a shower
eat somthing
wait for em to get out of the bathroom
change my clothes one or twice
put on makeup- in the same order
dry hair
sometimes I like to mix it up and curl my hair
look at hte clock
in my mind think "oh god 6:27 g2g"
walk quickly to the bus in the freezing cold
get on the bus
listen to the same song on my ipod
put my bag and purse straps on my sholder when the bus is about to stop
get off
walk up the same stairs
turn down my music to make sure I'm not breathing or walking to loudly for people to hear
go to my locker
turn off music
gather my things
somtiems kelly gets there the same time as me
walk to the wall
talk about random stuff
do hw
bell rings
stand
walk
say goodbye to monica
walk down the hall
to the locker room
take off my clothes again
put on gym uniform
notice the yellow poster with the fat lady smileing casue shes doing something athletic

now that psoter is gone
I dont feel like going on with the rest of my day
becase its lame
as you can see i pretty much do the same thing everyday!
if I dont then I forget things

yes today I had this raspberry hot chocolate and it was quite yummy
but then, as i prediced it would
spilled all over everything!
I better go downstairs and get my gym uniform out of the laundry
my notenook is soaked with hotcoco ew
smells good though....

I drove 3 hours straight yesterday!all the way to chicago and back
no point to this drive...just to drive I suppose

I always mix up laundry and trash.. for some reason

talking shit about a pretty sunset

2006-02-26T02:39:24Z

that is pretty much my life right now

why do people talk to me with their away messages on

I hate the smell of guacamole I don't think I can spell guacamole but WHATEVER
it makes me want to barf!

yes that was pretty gross

talk talk talk

why is it that its so easy to tell otehr people what to do
but I can't even take my own advice

blah!
I wish something were more obvious
becase I am not the type to take anyones hints

caroline came over today
I fixed my dress yesterday and today for a dance I don't have a boy to go with!

saves the day album the 11th of april
bah I've been waitng so long

for some reason I listened to this obne blink 182 song like 20 times in the past 3 or 4 days
its so catchy
I've had this for years but i haven't ever listened to it
why start now?
IDK
Don't Leave Me

there were things I dont remember
there were dressed up alligators

that song is allso catchy!
I love catchy songs that make me dance
in the kitchen!

yeah thats pretty mcuh all thats going on right now
nothing all that interesting

kelly and caroline came over a few tiems this week

I ate too much today

: )

2006-02-25T02:15:33Z

I made AP drawing!
fruit yeah

27 people tried out and only 13 people or maybe it was 12..well about that many people got accepted.
I am sad that AShley did't try out and I think she regrets it
good thing there is always next year!

draw draw draw everyday!

thats pretty much the best thing that happend this week

ive been really tired lately
I was super crabby today for the most part except like 7th and 8th hour and the end of third and begining of 4th.

I was really crabby on the bus
but my bus ride would do that to anyone!

THIS STUPID KID KEEPS TAKING MY GLASSES AND PUTTING FINGERPRINTS ALL OVER THE LENSES!!!
at first I didn't mean for that to be in all caps but i think it describes my feeling of the situtation better

BUH

I fixed my dress
too bad I still don't have anyone to go with

I wish some things were easier

today was a random day like ashley just said

2006-02-23T03:07:52Z

people kept touching my ears

probs becase I'm wearing these kick butt earrigns that are likee little string doll type things.

yep..wait that reminds me of somethign that happend a few weeks ago
"modesty is cool"

"yeah.. I'm cool!"

"?"

"darn it. I guess that means I'm not cool anymore"

HAHAHA

yes I applied for AP drawing today. BUH now I'm worrying. I really want to make it, but I don't know if I will or not. Somthign I have wanted so badly is somewhat in my grasp! But I don't know if it is good enough.

this uncertanty is killing me!

it took about 20 min to get into my house today

amyisurfool @ 2006-02-20T14:13:00

2006-02-20T20:15:32Z

my outlook on the day has changed since 9am!
whatever
That might change.
I need to get off the computer!
k Love ya BYE